why is religious Christmas imagery all so joyful and pleasant? where is the inherent horror of the birth of Christ? A mother is handed her newborn child, wailing and innocent. Her hands come away sticky. Red. Simply by giving her son life she has already killed him. He is doomed from the beginning. Her love will not save him from suffering. Because the thing cradled in her arms is not a baby, it is a sacrifice: born amongst the other bleating animals whose blood will one day be spilled in the name of what demands it. the night is silent with anticipation. Mary, did you know? That your womb was also a grave?
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if there's one [1] thing i will be forever grateful for in the internet era it's the vast variety and availability of pose / anatomy references supplied by photographers and models
i can go online and find PERFECT references for how fat folds crease the skin or how muscles wrap around the body and as someone who habitually draws most of his OCs ~modestly lean~ and wants to hone his skill in other body types, it is literally a godsend to have those refs so readily available
seriously, thank you all models and photographers for providing me the resources i need to expand my art skills i owe u my life
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the futa mahiru tl convo... i know a lot of people are flipping and flying about him mentioning salvation again but i think its concerning for totally different reasons
theres a bit of differences between the translations ive seen, sometimes it comes off as futa wondering if treatment will be enough for mahiru to be saved (could be because he was treated yet doesnt feel saved because of his several mental health issue), and sometimes it comes off as him wondering if treatment is helping at all. Regardless i dont think this is him showing signs of Amane affecting him
The biggest reason I believe this is that he starts the conversation asking Mahiru for a way for him to help her. I dont think Amane would let him do this, as per her experience, helping broke a rule and got her punished.
However, I do think his "kinder" attitude now has to do with him trying to make amends for his past behavior, and it could be in hopes to be deemed redeemable in the eyes of God or whatever. Sure, he's a sinner, but he repents and is actively working on being better... that should work, right? That could save him, right?
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honestly it would be so fucking funny if alecto = nona and that’s just her personality. everyone’s like she’s crazy shes evil she’s gonna kill god and then you pan over to alecto and she’s making a daisy chain. turns out the ogs didn’t like her bc she was too nice and that was actually the outlier. she made them all presents by hand and they were like that’s it she’s gotta go
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Hot take: if someone wants to call themself a lesbian you should let them without worrying about whether or not they’re lesbian enough for your standards :)
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I know fans joke abt how the warden is more competent than the inquisitor bc they did all that w/o much help but the funny thing abt amihan is she actually isn't
she was 20, angry and hated herself and the world, she ended up in the situation she was in bc she was...a petty snitch. she also hates being a grey warden and continues to hate being one through dai - she actually leaves but then decides to search for the cure
for most of the Blight, it was fuck up after fuck up. like I play it so that I have enough ppl to help me fight the archdemon, but in my personal headcanon, she pissed off a lot of potential help (whether it be Circle mages who overheard her saying she was "gonna annul this shit" out of anger, eamon's men who did NOT like her, bhelen who didn't really trust the fact that she knew nothing about politics), left a bad taste in people they came across and picked a fight with anora
which I think makes sense for a 20 year old ill-adjusted young woman who had to learn how to be more selfless. beating the archdemon was pure luck mixed with people just NOT WANTING the Blight to destroy ferelden and realizing joining the fight was the only way to stay alive
amihan does grow, but it's slow, she has to process trauma, understand she hurt people and ruined their lives and to actually experience what it's like being loved (both platonic and romantic)
I tend to not post so much abt how much amihan fucked up and almost let a Blight swallow ferelden bc I tend to feel anxious abt how ppl will receive it but I think it's important to her character and it's fun and interesting for me to play with it in this case
immy is 100% more competent than amihan, in spite of her own flaws, but I love both my messy and my scaredy cat girl all the same
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Tumblr is crazy bc not only is your follower count a mystery to others its also a mystery to yourself. the nearly 7k on my artblog means absolutely nothing bc I’ve been amassing dead blogs and the occasional bot for over a decade. Then there’s people who barely log on and people who are just too lazy to unfollow. The actual number could be anywhere between 200 and like 2k but theres no way of knowing. blessed site
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I understand most people aren't very conscious of these things but gender is a huge, huge mode through which people connect to each other, especially in youth. (Think wanting to imitate gendered features, or participate in gendered activities together.) Yamato didn't have peers or a real parent to connect with, so it makes perfect sense he would connect with his hero through gender instead. To invalidate that is just insane to me.
What do people who do that think gender is.... no don't tell me, because if someone doesn't respect the language people choose for themselves, (and trust me, there have been and continue to be plenty of real people who describe their own trans experiences as "choosing to be x" whether you like it or not), I am not interested in anything they have to say on the subject. Yamato is a man!
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For fuck's sake, r/Atheism, you make it really hard to defend you.
So there's an (actually very good) post, and yet nobody in the comments seems to understand to concept of a hypothetical statement. 90% of the comments ate "But there isn't any evidence for god and never will be."
MOTHER FUCKERS IT'S A "WHAT IF" SCENARIO
ID: A reddit post from the atheism subreddit, titled Evidence for the Existence of God is not Enough
Just a note about the idea of evidence. And for you lurking Christian evangelizers, this is for you too. I have heard many times some Christian apologists or evangelizers will say something to the effect of "oh you sound agnostic so I can show you enough evidence that god exists, then you should convert." Well no.
Its not enough to establish compelling evidence for the existence of your god. It also needs to be shown that this god os worthy of respect and worship. The god of the bible as presented in those books does not meet those criteria for me. At all. I do not worship power. If I have free will, sufficient information on the realities of this god, the realities of the consequences of not worshipping him, I should be able to make an informed decision. Any evangelizer needs to meet these criteria to convert me. And none has come close.
And yes evangelizer, I do think I am more morally defensible than your god. Its not even close
/End ID
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