there really is a cultural pressure for transmascs & men to detransition, and it comes from all sides. it comes from the queer community too, not just terfs and cishet transphobes.

it took me a while to realize why transphobic people and transandrophobic queers utterly despise trans guys & mascs who are over the age of like 25- it's because it pisses them right off that we've resisted their attempts to make us detransition. it makes them so angry to see they were unable to groom that person into a life of self-shame and repression. it really seems like MOST people believe that trans men will just detransition eventually in life? people NEVER think about older trans men, only teenage trans boys and trans men in their very early twenties.

when i was involved with my local punk scene i was addressed with condescension, almost everyone around me didn't accept transmasculinity as a legitimate identity and thought that we would've transitioned by now in life. i encountered folks who would talk about transmasculinity with subtle disgust that made me feel like i was doing something wrong, and people who expressed overt disgust, saying in plain english that they were disgusted by breasts and vaginas because they were gay men. all along the way i was literally mocked for not having a penis, and one of my roommates started treating me differently once they found out i didn't have one (because they were attracted to me)

i've been on T for 9 years, and been out as a trans man for a bit longer than that, and i noticed as i've aged i've also attracted a lot of folks who have tried to deter me from identifying as a trans man, either through directly telling me that trans men are inherently dangerous, or by implying that women or another gender are safer, quieter, calmer, "less traumatizing to be around," etc. one of my exes told me they were terrified to date me (despite literally going out of their way to do so for over half a year) because they were scared i would be transphobic to them because i'm a transmasculine lesbian.

i received pressure from online friends to either detransition and become an intersex butch woman, or to something feminine adjacent or nonbinary. for years i dealt with a few friends who kept subtly hinting that i should stop identifying as a trans man or trans masc because of how awful transmascs are- going as far as to sending me screenshots of transmascs speaking, complaining about them and calling them whiny, annoying. talking about how all transmascs are entitled, how all transmascs take things too personally, how we complain too much, and so on.

people make no effort to make space for transmascs and men. i met 0 transmascs in my local punk community that i was able to stay in contact with. none. i met a few in passing but none that actually were introduced to me in a capacity where i could actually try to befriend them. it really felt like other punks in the scene were desperately trying to keep the transmascs apart at times. excuses were made as to why i couldn't hang out with other transmascs i liked, but i was constantly being forced to befriend transphobic cis gay men and transandrophobic transfemmes who outwardly expressed hatred and disgust of us. it really felt like it was on purpose... almost as if other members of this community wanted our attention, but never wanted us to give each other attention or a sense of community. like we were objects, not people to be included in the community for real. satellite friends, if you will.

i'll be honest with you. i was at my lowest at this point. i realized i wasn't just a trans man and that i'm a genderqueer person who experiences multiple genders, including womanhood and an "other" gender, which was great. however now i was being forced to completely stuff down being a man for the sake of other people. instead of folks telling me they'd rather not hang out with transmascs, folks rather just attempted to guilt me for identifying as such in the hopes i'd stop identifying that way. i was being told daily that trans men and mascs are inherently violent and terrible to be around. i was in discord servers where transmascs were being kicked constantly for getting even slightly upset about transandrophobia, or being unfairly targeted by staff.

it's violence, but nobody wants to call it that. i pulled myself out of there and am now able to contact other transmascs and trans men who are proud of who they are and have elevated me back into a headspace where it's okay to truly be myself. just keep in mind that if you feel like you're in that situation, you're not alone. people who attempt to groom others are often very subtle it's not always up front. they will start slipping in hateful sentiments very slowly and make you feel like maybe they're the ones who are actually right.

it feels good to be an almost 32 year old trans guy. there's nothing to be ashamed about there. people project their feelings on to my gender and that has nothing to do with me. it has nothing to do with you, either. people will just project on to you for whatever reason- hatred is usually the motivator there. if you encounter folks who keep trying to badger you out of identifying as your gender, no matter who you are, transmasc, transfemme, transneutral, trans anything- they are not good for you. they are not your friends. they do not accept you as you are and you deserve so much better.

i wanna be baking and have a boy put his arms around my waist

I’m so real !!!

Holding a vibe to a puppyboy’s swollen tcock while holding him to my chest in my lap by his neck, laying hickeys and bites across his shoulders while watching him squirm and cry about not being able to go any longer. Turning up the speed and forcing his cunt to prove him wrong once again when I hear him start to whimper like a bitch in heat from cumming for the umpteenth time.

“Aww, you came again darling. Such a good boy.. Why should I stop hmm? Look at how much your mind is emptying out of your pretty cunt for me. Oh? You’re gonna make a mess for me again just from a few words? Dumb mutt, you just can’t stop cumming can you?”

me :3 /gen

for both our sakes.

shoutout to trans boys who are sluts!!!!!! here's to getting our boypussy filled!!!!!!

Can I rest my head on someone's chest as they run their fingers through my hair.

I think that'd be really helpful rn.

local boy is too much of a dumb dripping puppy to choose his own clothes <3 guess you'll just have to choose for him!

Ritualistic sex for demonolatry in front of a big altar, with your spread legs facing the sigil in the middle and the statues around it.

Dripping the hot wax of a burning candle over your body, the offering, and using the same candle to prepare your hole to receive the cross. Have you ever been penetrated with such an unconventional object? The edges of it will feel a little weird at first, but it's okay, you'll get used to it. Nobody said blasphemy would be comfortable — you're truly going against what god intended this time, using the holy cross for such a lascivious act.

it's never funny to say "that's unfortunate" or something to that effect when someone comes out as a trans man or some other type of man, or tells you that they are attracted to men/a man. it will never be funny, it's literally just queerphobia. queerphobia extends to queer men, too

who up thinkin bout boys

There’s just something about a sub asking permission for everything he does, seeing how his eyes light up & his tail wags when I say yes “of course you can do that pup, you’ve done such a good job asking me” or how he gets all pouty when denied “shhh puppy, you’re too small for that, you could get hurt & I’d never want to see my boy hurt, okay? That’s my good boy”

I feel like a feral dog the way i’ve been craving eating out some puppyboy’s cunt recently.

Being nose deep in his folds while I lap and suck on his swollen tcock, taking my time feeling him twitch and grow when I twirl the tip of my tongue around his peaking head just right. Using my thumbs to spread his tight little hole so I can push my tongue in deeper. Moaning and growling into his folds about how tasty and warm he is, only getting more feral and aggressive the longer i’m in between his legs.

Feeling him squirm and kick in the air when using my weight to hold his legs to his chest while I milk another release from him. Drinking up the mess he made and coming up for air just to lay a few hickeys on his thighs and praise him as I dive back in once again.

being aroace is so bizarre like i don't want to date anyone or be involved in romance but i fantasize about having a boyfriend and being all lovey-dovey with him . . (>︿<｡) /gen

shoutout to ftms who lovee talking about their bottom growth. "i'm so hard right now" "i need my dick sucked" "my cock is so sensitive" like yes please keep telling me about your new dick and all the sensations that come with it