It’s crazy how many people just don’t understand why a lot of aro and or ace people don’t like that Alaster gets shipped. It’s not that hard to understand we don’t have a lot to let ourselves lose. I mean can you name 10 asexual characters? 5? Can you name two aro characters. There’s the guy from Archie who they made have a sex scene in a movie version. There’s a few books. I think a background character in Heartstopper? Do you see the theme here??? You’re all queer people, do you not get it? How it feels to have nothing? Is it so wrong to be upset that there’s finally an outwardly aroace person in popular media and instead of people embracing that they’re fighting on the internet about why it’s ok to ignore it? And I will never in my fucking life have anything against the people who are aro and or ace and portray him in THEIR experiences, even if it is a romance or sex favorable experience, but it is obvious that way too many of you guys are allo and it just leaves a bad taste in my mouth. I don’t even like him as a character that much, he isn’t even made by an aroace artist. The show isn’t even that fucking good, I just want to keep someone like me for once in my life. If there were a million other aroace characters I wouldn’t care, but it just hurts seeing erasure coming from my own community. It just sucks, man, I don’t know. It just sucks

It's so aggrivating seeing your health get worse while you're helpless to stop it

It's so aggrivating to have to adapt to brain fog when there was no fog a month ago

It's so aggrivating to deal with so much fatigue, when 2 years ago, you were so lively

It's so aggrivating to deal with all of this and find yourself slipping into anger more and more

To find yourself holding your tongue so you don't hurt those around you because you're tired and don't have the energy for it anymore

It's so unimaginably aggrivating

TW: CHILD ABUSE/NEGLECT

Cluster b is hating Taylor swift for writing the line "you wouldn't survive the asylum they raised me in" and using electroconvulsive therapy imagery in her music video knowing full well her privileged ass hasn't actually gone through that like YOU have because YOU /WERE/ raised in a psych ward and /HAVE/ under gone electroconvulsive therapy and that's YOUR mental illness rep, not something for a privileged billionaire bitch to make an """""aesthetic"""""" out of.

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if there really was someone out there, wouldn't they have helped me?

Random vent but I'm tired of people treating asexuality like it's a lesser orientation.. or assuming it's a phase

Even if someone realizes they're not ace there's usually a bit of relief in the feedback? Like why is realizing you're not ace viewed as 'omg thank goodness!' Like being ace is inherently bad.. 🤨

i may as well just die

“Tell me, do you miss me?”

Vent warning also antisemitism warning

I used to be best friends with her

She clearly knows nothing about Judaism

But what could i expect

She’s a tankie

But I remember those nights

When I panicked

She would call me

We’d talk for hours

But now

All that remain of a person who was like an older sister to me

Is a nazi in her place

I can’t bring myself to say I hate her

Even if she hates me

I find myself scrolling through her posts

Hoping to find a glimmer that she’s still in there

But only finding hate instead

But I can’t stop myself

I don’t think I’ll ever be able to forgive her for this

But I want my Patry back

The desire to step out of my human form as some grotesque eldritch nightmare and scuttle away into the darkness is strong tonight 😮‍💨

The duality of a mother amazes me. It's either she constantly brags about you to friends and family or she's tearing you down and talking about how you're such a terrible child.

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gonna fucking scream why does everyone wanna die this week thats three people now

i've died years ago, now i'm just a shell of myself