you know what doesn't get talked about enough? impulsive liars.

and I don't fucking mean like 'oh I lie about my hobbies for friends'. I mean life-altering lies. lies about shit that doesn't matter!

I pretended I was allergic to coconuts. I didn't think it would matter but when I was in the back of an ambulance because I ate popcorn with coconut oil I realized it was.

I've lied about everything. my life is completely different if you ask two of my friends about me. it's horrible, it's ruined friendships, and it's not just white lies.

I've broken up with people I said I didn't love. I've gotten together with people I said I loved. it's the worst and it's ruining my life. sorry for the vent, just..- ugh.

maturing is realizign thatyoull never be that peraon who gets famous for simply being pretty

bpd culture is your fp getting a partner and you don’t think you’ve ever had a crush on him but now all you want is for him to look at you the way he looks at them. they make him happier than you ever could so you might as well go die now since he probably wont bring you to any of those things you had planned now that they’re here. seeing them brings up the most violent rage that you can only suppress by self harming or shutting down completely and now everyone in your life is worried but you can’t say the only reason you’re upset is that one of your older friends got a partner. he would’ve never dated you even if you had wanted to, so why do you care?

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One person was banned almost immediately.

The other person was not banned until they made another post revealing that they were posting videos of their partner.

One person was harassed and bullied and told that they were lying.

One person was given advice, told about how they could improve their situation.

This is why kink is not safe. There is more compassion and kindness for someone who admits to wanting to kick their partner in the face than there is for someone who has received that treatment.

splitting is wild because i can go from feeling like i have a decent support system of family & friends, to feeling like nobody has ever loved me and it's all been a lie and people just like to play with my head

"You're unlovable." WOW CRAZY I DIDNT KNOW.

I’m. Still. An. Adult. I’m still an adult! Even when I’m using aac. Even when I’m stimming. Even when I refuse eye contact. I’m still an adult! Stop treating autistic people like they’re children. We aren’t children! Yes, I may have interests that are “childish”, yes I may need more time with things, yes I may need patience. But I’m still an adult! It annoys me so much when I’m babied by those around me. I’m still a person, I’m still a teenager, I’m still a adult.

Parents really do traumatize you and then force you to reparent yourself instead of being a capable human being who can contribute to society like a normal person. Sorry I can't get a well paying job right now I'm trying to learn coping mechanisms.

I'd like to talk about something that's been on my mind a lot recently, and it's something that I've been meaning to bring up.

Littles! Stop taking advantage of CGs!

I'm tired of being taken advantage of by littles who only want someone to coo at them and say nice things and someone who they can dump their trauma on randomly (this is not in relation to my last post. I don't mind if people come to me for advice or for a place to vent, but I need them to ask first!). I want someone who wants a 3 dimensional relationship! Where we are friends first and then we move on to being in a agere relationship. But I get so many littles who claim to be looking for a caregiver, but they only ever want to talk while they are little, and aren't interested in taking it slow and building that very special relationship between carer and little.

I'm not some person who has infinite energy, I'm not some person who is a fanfic where I'm always ready to listen to your worries and anxieties, I'm not this flat, 1 dimensional person who can fit your fantasies of a cg.

I'm a human too, who wants a relationship with the littles I meet /p. Please, littles, please stop taking advantage of online cgs. We aren't your fictional story book that you can leave and come back when you feel like it. We have feelings too, and it's not fair that you play on our natural caring nature.

You know its getting bad when anything over 100 cals feels like a binge...

I never want to stop talking to you but I don't want to bother you...

BPD culture is

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One of the worst realizations that I have ever made is realizing that all I ever wanted was to be loved by my parents. I never would've turned out like this if they just loved me unconditionally.

People with psychosis deserve better.

Psychotic episodes are fucking terrifying.

If you say "delulu" I'm going to hit you with my car !!

Be normal about schizospecs and psychotics *bonk*

As a Leon Kennedy fan and avid smut enjoyer, for the love of God, PLEASE STOP WRITING INCEST FANFICS!! It’s not normal and you all need mental help if you think that’s it’s okay. At some point we need to reflect as to why you romanticizing INCEST AND PEDOPHILIA. It’s so sickening to see people think that’s it’s okay as someone who touched inappropriately by a family member at a young age. Please seek mental health.