could you do a self sabotage web weave? a person who ruins everything around them because they don’t think they deserve it

i hope you're doing well <33

Florence + the Machine King / John Mulaney John Mulaney: Baby J (2023) / Mother Mother Wrecking Ball / Bojack Horseman (2014-2020) cr. Raphael Bob-Waksberg / Tana French In the Woods / Friedrich Nietzsche / Fiona Apple Left Alone / Richard Siken War of the Foxes / @hamletmaschine / Larissa Pham Abject Permanence / Phoebe Bridgers I Know the End

ok what’s *your* fiona apple song? i’ve seen these for so many artists, but one for ms. apple has never actually crossed my dash. so what’s the fiona apple song that’s uniquely yours? mine’s left alone lmfao

Oh yes!!😅

When they knew you had abandonment issues so they abandoned you when you were at your worst mental state

I suppose I love my scars because they have stayed with me longer than most people have.

i am the loneliest person on the planet

it’s when your friends grow distant from you. and you make excuses for them because they never explained themselves. “they’re busy with school” “their family has a lot going on” you respect their privacy. you don’t want to annoy them. until you see their online posts. all of them together. meeting up in a restaurant. a reunion. everyone who seemed so busy has no problem leaving you out. not even asking if you were free. not missing your presence. and you wonder why. why was i left out with no answer? why do i get left behind? why does no one talk to me anymore? what did i do? what did i do? what did i do? what did i do? i have no friends. i’m no one’s first choice. i’m not even a last choice. i’m not even here. does anyone think of me? not about what i can do for them. but about how i’m doing? when will i meet people who think of me? who include me in anything? am i destined to be alone? why am i the worst person in the world? why won’t anybody tell me what i’m doing wrong? nobody’s here.

- amistillhere