I do not want a conditional love.
I will not be the girl who is only loved when it is convenient.
I will not be the girl who is only loved when the time is right.
I will not be the girl who is only loved when her shape is appropriate.
I will not be the girl who is only loved when you decide she deserves it.
I would rather live loveless for the whole of my life than compromise for even a second and live a life being told I am not enough as I am, all the time.
Because I will love with the ferocity of a blazing sun, unconditional and eternal - so why can I not want the same? It is not impossible, I am wholly capable and exist as proof that it can be done. Any excuse otherwise is simply worthless, a lie to pretend infatuation could ever be love.
Love is loud and obnoxious and treats your insides like a poison. It ruins your mind, your soul, your touch, your heart. It takes every part of your being and makes it it's own, as if they never belonged to you in the first place. The only cure is them and their happiness. You can handle the pain if it is in their name, you can take the fire.. but if it's true, they will never let you - because they would feel the same flames of hell without you.
I want that.
I won't settle for less.
Date Written: 10th of November, 2023
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Magic touches me and leaves a trail of fire, and rosewater. Oh a dream within a dream is but a breath within a breath, a shared beat inside two hearts. Time means nothing and distance is an illusion that dissipates like mist in the face of the divine feeling, the brush of your soul against mine. Light and dark meld into one breath, one heartbeat, one dream, one desire and erase the rest. The world fall away as two songs become one melody.
e.v.e.
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Absolutes
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I know nothing for certain,
Except I know I'd like kissing you.
It could be bad-
All teeth,
With no rhythm.
You could move in,
While I move back.
I could trip,
Fall with a thud at your feet
On shoelaces I didn't bother to tie.
You could taste of cigarettes and
Broken hearts.
But I'd do it again.
And again.
And again.
And again-
Please.
Just a kiss.
Then I'll walk you home.
x
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whisper it to me softly
tell it to me, everything i've ever wanted
only if you want it the way i do
i think it'd be lying
if i said i didn't mean to fall for you
i think i always knew
just say it to me casually
like we both think so too
is it too much to ask
that you check your phone
waiting for me to respond
do you like me the way i like you?
let me know privately
when it's just us two, i fall deeper
infactuated with you
i think you're real sweet
and goofy the way i like, too
what would you say if i told you?
i like you.
>>i like him so much that i wrote this poem abt him 😆😆💗🍃
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Kills me to see you
It kills me to see you happy.
There. I said it.
But don't you think for a minute
It's without guilt.
I hate my heart for breaking
When I see you smile; the light in your eyes,
And in knowing
Why
You have been playing,
I'm walking on sunshine,
By Katrina & the Waves.
Singing along,
Riding your dopamine high; you —
On top of the world.
Kicks my face in the dirt.
I'm ashamed
To say it, envy ridden,
Because you are all I can see,
And you have, apparently, never seen me
That way.
I should be happy for you, but I can't
Because your sunshine is my rain;
My endless, billowing clouds of grey.
You used to
Hug them all away,
But I wanted to kiss you, too… okay?
You're my best friend,
But I want you to be so much more,
And I kill my self each time I have to pretend
I am happy for you both.
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13-2-2024, M.A. Tempels ©
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i feel like if there was a word to describe how much i love you, my love would be less meaningful, for nothing can replace the need to prove how much i love you with actions because words aren’t enough.
- to the you i loved then, now, and tomorrow
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