Back to the books! Not a bad place to be📚

❀ 𝟙𝟟𝕥𝕙 𝕞𝕒𝕪 𝟚𝟘𝟚𝟜 ❀

What I did today:

Vocab practice

Made notes of the last sections of the chapter "pronunciation"

Read some articles on "der Spiegel"

Listened to the German news on "Die Nachrichten" by Deutschlandfunk on Spotify

The other two pictures were made last year. I really love taking pictures of the sky, my phone is full with photos like these. 😆😅 Wishing y'all a blessed night! 🫶🏻✨

another edition! looking to start a tag list for the magazine, if anyone's interested just send a message or write a lil comment.

thanks all for the support, it takes me hours to make these -lots of effort and research.

lots of love! ❤️ nene

17|05|2024

I have not been regular as I would like in my posting, but to be honest I am in a mental place where every small task feels like too much. Lately I have been struggling severly with anxiety and I always feel like I feel things way more strongly than they are, which is very very tiring. I also saw my therapist today who suggested I try writing or drawing my feelings to let them out or make sense of them and I don't know if I'll get something out of it, but I want to try. I do have good news, and that is that I have finally started actively writing my English lit paper. Yesterday I read a couple more articles, and then I worked on the "skeleton" of my paper to make the writing process smoother. Today I finally started writing and I have already written three whole pages, which means I will be writing way more than I am supposed to, but that's okay. Honestly I don't know if I'll get bonus points for it, but the real goal here is to write something I am happy and proud of. I feel much more motivated now that I got to the writing part. In the end I decided to write it in Italian because it's much faster, and I wouldn't have time to do otherwise, the sooner I am done with this thing the better. I don't think I'll be able to finish the first draft by tomorrow, since I'll have a friend over in the afternoon, but I'll do as much work as I can in the morning. I should also figure out a topic for my history paper because time is running out and I really want to take the exam in June. Finally this morning I finished reading The Southern Book Club's Guide To Slaying Vampires and I can say it really pulled me out of that weird reading slump I was into. I really needed a fast paced horror novel, and now I have a graphic novel I am very much looking forward to reading.

You'll be surprised if you find out what kind of person I am. You know? You know. I'm a scary person. I won't even blink if I was stabbed in the stomach. But… you scare me. I get nervous when you're in front of me. And that annoys me because it makes me feel like an idiot. But even though it annoys me… I still wait for you. Okay…. You should know, Yeom Mi-jeong, you should know who you are. ~ My Liberation Notes (2022)

I don't know who needs to hear this but get back on track. Refocus on your goals and give the rest of 2024 the best you got.

second home

day 18/100 ˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚

༄ؘ ۪۪۫۫ ▹▫◃ ۪۪۫۫ ༄ؘ FRIDAY, 18TH MAY

i was so unwell today, so i barely managed to get anything done. spent most of the day napping and finding the will to live lol. did revise one chpter of chemistry somehow, although idk how much information i actually retained

hours studied: 2

🎧: pretty girl by clairo

day 25/100 ~ 100 days of productivity

achievements: ♡ finished maths homework for the week ♡ smashed out a heap of cert modules, (5!) ♡ worked, 5.5hrs

insights: ♡ 'the dogs bark, but the caravan moves on'. life goes on even though some try to stop your progress.

notes: ♡ athletics carnival tomorrow, v excited! ♡ goal for this week: commit to my commitments (training sessions, study time, hobby time...)

habit tracking:

morning stretch study time daily physical activity practice a hobby

photo credits: pinterest

Day 76 😏

2024.5.18

20240519. 【🧁】

Term 3, week four: Take a walk in the sun.

One more week until submissions; the final push. I’m really tired but I’ve got to get through this. Almost there.

☞ studygram

You’re never too old to learn something new. Never stop studying. 

a hidden bookshelf door would heal me

New laptop setup to be more comfy while I write my papers and the bookmark I made for my mum (I am obsessed with how good the yellow uni posca looks it's a warm yellow and it's so pretty)

18|05|2024

Anxiety still fuckes me on the daily, but meds are there for me to make things slightly better. But today I conquered my tasks and I managed to finish the first draft of my English lit paper. I only have to reread it a few times to edit it and fix things, but most of the work is done. I will also send it to a friend to ask her opinion and whether she things my writing was clear enough, so that I know how to plan my next study moves. I haven't picked a topic for my history paper yet, so that must happen at the beginning of next week so that I can start working on it. I am feeling a bit overwhelmed about next week like I have so much to organize, and do, and aaaaaaaah I just want to stay in bed for a month and not do anything ugh. I am also missing a book to help me in my desperate need of escapism because I finished both books I was reading and I don't know what to pick next. As for podcasts I also feel quite empty now that I finished monstrous agonies and the mistholme museum is also over. I started listening to travelling light because I need to have H.R. Owen's voice in my life, but I am not fully into it yet, I am intrigued tho. In conclusion just picture me as a screaming possum and you pretty much get a clear picture of me rn.