*moans*

NO

I can't. I'm just fucking done with everything. I want to crawl out of my own skin and into oblivion. Just end my miserable existence

Expectations can destroy you.

forgot a pumpkin pie that a friend dropped off for me at work in the work walk in fridge so basically theres no point to being alive

I feel personally fucking attacked by that post that Bee reblogged on her FF blog, like

just put me in the ground

OKAY AND SINCE IM IN CHINA ITS 10 PM FOR ME SO LEMME POST TODAYS THING WHICH WAS LIKE GRIMOIRE 😭😭😭 LORD I NEED TO START BECOMING CONSISTENT WITH INKTOBER BECAUSE I LITERALLY CANT DECIDE IF I WANNA DO SKETCHES, WHOLE DRAWINGS, OR WHATEVERRRRRRR ALSO WHAT THE FUCK IS A GRIMOIRE IS IT JUST SOME RANDOM MAGICK BOOK HDBFGHDSH

bugün cildimi kaybettim

I'm getting over being sick with something and am very foggy headed and while on the way to pet sit at my sister's place I look over at a sign for a place that says "smoked crab" and I got so excited and was like "man! As soon as I'm feeling better I want to taste that! How does it taste? Is it good? Is it-" then you cannot imagine the deviation I felt when I saw it actually said "smoke CBD and vape" I felt like I was presented with themepark tickets just to find out it's actually a lecture on the benifits of misogyny.

jmart as that one sleepwear meme,,

every day i wake up and fight/figure out the same 3 psychological problems. im like if sisyphus was a catboy

Well, I guess you didn't have much of a choice either

gwendolyn de rolo, the most charming person in whitestone (feat. the eyes of charming)

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an addendum to this post

gay trans men: isn’t it fucked up that so many cis gay men proudly talk about how disgusting they think our bodies are, get violent when they realize they were attracted to one of us, push us out of community spaces because they don’t think we belong there, invalidate the orientation of the cis gay men who enter into relationships with us, accuse us of raping the cis gay men we’ve had sex with, aggressively misgender us and make assumptions about our bodies, act like their personal lack of desire to be with us means we must be fundamentally unattractive and morally reprehensible, and generally treat our existence like a personal attack worthy of a violent response when all we’re trying to do is exist?

those cis gay men & their friends: oh my god, you’re literally trying to force your disgusting female pussy onto gay men! this is conversion therapy! you’re a predator and a rapist and you deserve to die!

gay trans men: …we literally do not care if you have sex with us. nobody said anything about that. a lot of us are t4t, asexual, and/or already in a relationship, and the rest of also don’t want to have sex with you that badly because we would much rather be fucking someone who actually likes us; this has never been about who we personally want to sleep with. we’d just really appreciate it if you could treat us like human beings and not actively try to make the gay community hostile toward our existence. you don’t have to be attracted to us, just don’t be awful to us? and maybe, once you have that part down, ask yourself why you were so quick to assume a subset of queer people are all violent predators?

those people: HOMOPHOBES! EVIL GROSS FETISHIZING RAPIST HOMOPHOBES!

The fact that this is the same woman is so symbolic

wait, there’s for real, serious discourse about the bad kids killing the rat grinders? people realize they’re watching a show based on the “burn towns, get money, slaughter our enemies to save the day” game, right?

i still have an ear infectiom this is awful